April 13, 2010

  • The Brain Behind His Words

    Look at you.  Ridiculous.  If you’re going for the mafia look, you’re doing it wrong.  You look like a kiwi wearing sunglasses!  And if it’s ridiculous you’re going for, at least give us a smile, will you?

    Yes Ricky, we all know you’ve no reason to smile, especially when you see yourself in the mirror.  It’s nothing more than another reminder.  You might have the softest hands in the world, along with pretty girly fingers, but that’s all you really have going.

    The cool biker look you try to emphasize with black gloves doesn’t work with only one.  If you wore it on the other, you’d be unable to move your joystick, and your crooked feet?  You might find reason for motivation in pain, but it’s not as if anyone knows of your constant suffering.  Your agony continues to exist in vain at the end of each day.

    You really shouldn’t feel sorry for yourself though.  The ventilator you breathe with has given you a second chance at life.  Had it not been for this machine, you’d have died when you were nineteen.  It’s another reason you shouldn’t go for mafia.  In jail, they’d fuck you in the same hole.

    You know as well as I do that romance is out of the question.  It might be possible for a girl to look past your cloak of invisibility if you could reach to touch her face, but when even a stupid glove can render your fingers motionless?

    Have you also stopped to consider what they might think?  I know you’re not paralyzed, but one look at you and it’d only be reasonable to assume you are.  It’s quite silly for you to assume that they know this dude needs to be do’d.

    There you go making jokes again.  It’s not funny anymore.  Your ridiculousness is only a mask.  You reassure yourself with crazy thoughts, how if someone volunteered to wipe your drippy nose, or if she scratched the itchy part on your face that you’d fall in love with her.

    Ricky, what girl in her right mind would ever want to take care of, let alone be with you?  No, what kind of potential future mother-in-law would ever want you as her daughter’s husband?

    You’re searching for a different rainbow, one that no one else can see.  Yet you still wonder how this ridiculous little boy turned into a motorized monster.

    You’re iron clad, and robots can’t be loved.  Hugging you would be like hugging a real-life Terminator.  You’d hurt her, more than you could ever imagine.

    You’re the frog who can’t become a prince.  You might have a vibrant array of colours, but it’s the same reason you can’t have your first kiss.  The colourful ones are always most poisonous.

    These are the conflicts of your romance.  You’ll never have a chance, and resulting in such, you feel sorry for yourself.  While you acknowledge self-pity as unattractive, you’ve learned to find confidence within.  Your ridiculous mask continues to wither into dust, much like your foolish heart.  Perhaps girls adore the damaged, but you’re too damaged for repair.

    So fine, consider this my way of letting you off the hook.  You can definitely blame it on your giant mechanical ass.

Comments (126)

  • hey babyface!

  • Awww... :) I love this post! I'm so glad you re-posted it. I love your crooked feet. Be my real life Terminator? <3

  • I don't see how any girl could pass up THE Ricky, you're awesome in every way!!

  • Ricky, you're awesome.

  • Hi my new friend!

    I invite you to visit my main website: the Defenders of the Earth on this link:http://defendersearth.onlc.fr

  • Ricky, you are lovely. Don't ever think you are not!!!

  • CUTIE.... =)

  • Thanks for tagging me. Smile in your next picture!!!  And no more self-depreciating remarks.You're great & you know it, dude.

  • Ricky, I've only recently come across your blog, but I really enjoy reading your posts.  This one, it's brutally honest, isn't it?  I know you realize this, but I'd still like to say it: everyone is 'damaged' in some way - some people are just able to hide it more than others.  I work in medicine so I see a lot of people who show it physically, but oh, how I see hearts of gold in them!  I hope you know that any monkey with a walnut size brain could have bulging biceps and rock hard abs, but a true and loving heart is rare and priceless.

  • Greetings! 

  • relationship is a mirror in which you find yourself.. i think that's how it goes.

  • ricky, we love you. thanks for always tagging me. *big hugs* there is always hope!

  • Ricky, you are amazing.

  • OH THE LOVE!!! It can't be helped

    xoxo

  • Love the honesty.
    But sometimes a bit of delusion or hope or whatever you call it helps get through this hell of a thing called life.

  • You are simply the most beautiful person I've ever seen.
    Because with you, it starts from the inside & works it's way out.
    <3

    My neighbour/sister is severely disabled with cerebral palsy, can't talk, can't walk, can't feed herself, is confined to her wheelchair... but she has one of the most beautiful smiles I've ever seen.

  • Hey Ricky, don't ever look down on yourself.  

    I believe that everyone is equal as we are created by the same hand. We are all "damaged", but in a different way. You're awesome and people love you for that. I'm glad I read your post :)

  • Ricky, anyone who visits your blog can clearly see that you are an amazing guy! 

  • @bekobeko - I second that. I find you a warm and enlightening person. Humanity is centuries away from developing a loving robot. 

  • We all love you Ricky! For you and your witty word. Your amazing! Don't ever tell yourself otherwise!

  • I would wipe your nose, and scratch the itchy part on your face, and hug you. <3
    Along with that, you aren't damaged beyond repair; you're more technologically advanced than the rest of us.

  • There is nothing wrong with being disabled! You just have to find someone that finds you as beautiful as all these words you keep on writing! Being stuck in a wheel chair is no fun.  My mother was for a while.  I know it is different for you than what happened to my mom, but the person isn't the chair. 

  • You tagged me. I read your post.

    You've a lively mind, adorable baby pictures, and a cool appearance [despite your "[T-1000]...mechanical ass"] - I've friends who are gay, liberal, conservative, asian, black, hispanic, "white 'n' nerdy", and, yes, paraplegic. Really.

    A college friend of mine had gone and gotten married a few years back, with her catheter hookups under her "not quite a virgin", off-white gown. I told folks about her in the article,Is
    it wrong to have a friend?    ,on another topic.

    Granted: she didn't marry a Malibu Ken [but, honestly: who on earth would want to??] - but she and her guy are good together.

    Hell: I didn't marry a Ken doll either, but I married someone as weird as me,which works out excellently - see What are your Halloween traditions to understand...

    Find what makes you happy. Seek others who have similar perspectives. Expect to get hurt - and expect to get past it.

    My college friend didn't get a chance to become a cytotechnician - she wound up dropping out for a time, getting married, working as a nail tech in a fancy-shmancy salon, and was going to head back to school at a later time, last I heard from her.

    Meanwhile, if life hands you lemons, twist some of the peel into your martini.

  • Since I'm a guy, I'll just let the ladies show all the love on Ricky :)

    There are certain things only you can convey and you can fully understand about life from your point of view.  There are also those out there who are better off and worse off who can gain a lot from what you have to offer.  Some will realize that they're not making the most of what they already have and those who have little will be inspired to be better. 

  • Ricky, I wouldn't change who you are. You are wonderful and I want to thank you sharing your inspiring thoughts.

  • xoxo

  • this is a living example that someone who is disable can have love, family and children. By the way he was married three times

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stephen_Hawking

  • I like to read your posts. :D

  • Oh Ricky <3

  • "Ricky, what girl in her right mind would ever want to take care of, let alone be with you?  No, what kind of potential future mother-in-law would ever want you as her daughter’s husband?"

    Are you really asking yourself this question?! That's just ridiculous. If my daughter brought you home to meet me....I would be thrilled. There needs to be MORE people like you. There's someone out there for you....if someone doesn't like you because you are in a wheelchair, then they don't deserve your time. Period!

  • You're one of the smartest people I've met when it comes to love. I have a ton of respect for you because of that. It's nice to know I'm not alone and others are in love with love too!

    Please, keep believing in love. We live in a loveless world already. Reading your posts about love gives me hope that others still do believe out there. Not to mention you're a very inspiring, deep person, and with a unique sense of humor. ;]

    @leslie1204 - I agree. :]

  • HEY I WOULDNT CHANGE NE THING ABOUT YOU ARE YOU!! AND A VERY SMART GUY..YOUR THE BEST WRITER ON XANGA IVE SEEN SO FAR.. AND SORRY TO THE OTHERS ON HERE THAT READ THIS IF YOUR FEELINGS GOT HURT BY SAYING THIS TO RICKY BUT IT'S TRUE I THINK IF WE HAD A SUCH THING ON HERE AS BEST BLOGGER HE SHOULD GET FIRST PLACE..BUT ANYWAYS RICKY YOU KNOW YOUR LOVED BY ME SWEETHEART YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE ME FOR A FRIEND NO MATTER WHAT.. OK HUG.. ROBIN WRITE ME BACK OK.. LOVE TO HEAR YOUR REPLY..TTYL..HAVE A GOOD NITE OK.. BYE..

  • Ricky from your blogs i have read in the past i think you are a wonderful person, please don't be down on yourself and if someone can't see how wonderful you are than they are not worth your time as a friend or a lover.

  • Thanks for the tag, Ricky. 

    You're wonderful the way you are.  Wouldn't want you to change a single thing.  (:

  • Thank you Ricky, for posting this. I am extremely happy. I love reading what you have to say. Good luck :)

  • oo Ricky, you're handsome!

  • you're cute.

  • I happen to be a kind of terrible person, I often "judge a book by its cover." In that for some reason I'm drawn to the people that look "different" from the "normal surrounding." I'm hoping for life to be interesting. It is a bit rude of me to judge people that way but it is how I do :3. So, now I have a torrent of questions about you that I'll be polite enough to never ask, but always wonder.

    The thing I do know for sure tho, and don't feel terrible for saying is this:

    Your view, and the way you reach out to people on here, is something to be admired.

  • I'm gonna message you for this!!
    Thanks for adding me! HEART!!

  • youre like that mob boss in the movie that slaps around huge dudes(or orders them to slap around themselves) while the audience wonders how you got that powerful. easily the scariest dude in the room. im not good at compliments, obviously.

  • i think we're all a little too damaged for repair.

    but... well who really wants to be repaired when the flaws make us so unique?

    i can tell you 5 good qualities i noticed about you & i just met you:

    1. you word things beautifully.
    2. your biker glove is pretty kickass
    3. you're down to earth
    4. you're full of love in a world so twisted & wrong
    5. you're prepared to put yourself out there & possibly face rejection to find true love

    That, my dear, is pure strength. If a girl can't see through that she's not worth your time.

    P.S. aside from Schwarzenegger being a tool, Terminator is the shit <3

  • Hmm Ricky Rickens McRickster, you aren't nearly as messed up as I thought you would be after your description. Seriously c'mon. Besides having a large head, and the potential to giving your babby's mama problems during childbirth (if that big head is passed down), you are a pretty handsome guy.And don't worry about your dick not working, he'll do his job when the times comes. Afterall, Superman, Christopher Reeves fathered children after he was disabled. You can do it yo. I got faith in you.

    P.S. You sure you don't have any Hispanic blood in you? You kinda look like my cousin Poncho.

  • You are brilliant!

  • Much love Ricky. Your woman is out there. Don't let yourself be the reason she can't find you.

  • your heart is the most important aspect... someone will see you for who you are despite it all.. you are more loved than you ever know.

  • I'm glad for blog sites like this one, where the first thing we know about people are what is within, what they want to write.

  • thank you for sharing your thoughts here Ricky. You're very articulate and courageous; I admire those qualities in you. I don't know why, reading your entries always makes me miss my old job- bedside nursing. I met a lot of sweet people like you when I worked as a nurse.

  • ** Have A Nice Day  **

  • * hugs*

  • Cheers

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    Ricky!

    Thanks for tagging me on your awesome posts and letting me read tose brilliant
    words from you! :D

    But this one.. I couldn't be more glad to know who's the guy behind those
    words.

    Ricky, you're AMAZING!

    your post are always entertaining, smart and thoughtful. I have become your
    fans since the first time i read your blog *4 thumbs up*

    And dude, your look = your words = Awesome!

    hearts with u, Ricky!

    xx

  • Nobody is perfect.  One positive fact out of this complex modern world is that you can find other ways to even those Darwinistic odds than having an incredible body or even just a fully functioning body.  Nowadays, survival of the fittest can be measured through just about anything: sphere of influence, success, sport victories, literary accomplishments, intellect, political achievements, and of course, money. 
    Through literary talent and the clever leveraging of the internet, you managed to even a lot of those odds.  I wonder how many neanderthal jocks out there dream to be as capable with a pen (or keyboard). 

    Further underscoring the ying yang balance of life, that airline pilot with 6% body fat could be part of the 10+% unemployed.  I know this unfortunate fate personally.

  • Enjoyable read Ricky

  • Smile smile! ^^

  • There are those that are handicapped and those that are handy capable, and you, my friend, are definitely the latter. It takes a unique person to say a lot of things that you say, and I definitely commend you for that. You're as awesome as they come, and I know that your words have touched a lot of hearts over the years. You are a Gangsta in your own way lol, and I'm sure that anyone can see that.

    Things could always be worse, you know. You could be missing your left big toe

    But in all seriousness, you are one of the coolest people out there. You remind me of a song by one of my favorite artists, Jonah Werner. The song is called Hurricane, and you should look it up, cuz you are totally an 'angle without wings'.

  • : )

  • I guess you haven't given up on me yet. After all, I'm the only boob in the whole world who fell for your
    April Fool's joke.
    Lovely pictures.
    Thanks.

  • Ranting and raving is good for the soul! =)

  • Don't ever change for anyone. You are amazing.
    You'll find someone who will love you for you, and who will not think twice about your disability or "giant mechanical ass."
    Just keep smiling :)

  • hi thank for taggin me, for wht is that?
    jijijijijijijijij

    where are you from?  I'm MExica

  • o hai it's ricky!

  • Haha, today, I had the wondering thought of "I wonder what he really looks like?" when I saw that pic of you in my email from having been added to the list of those you wanted to read this. I wondered if that was really you. Little did I know I would finally get to see the real thing. :)

    I'm receiving mixed signals as to the purpose of this post, so I have yet to decide how to reply. Any help, Ricky? :)

    *hugs*,
    ~*Akarui Mitsukai*~

  • @the_kcar -

    Ricky and the_Kcar - this is true, no matter what we are all human. You are intelligent and an amazing person. Please smile - the world needs more beauty in it, and your humor and your personality are beautiful.

  • I just want to point out that you were the most adorable child I have ever seen.

  • so that's my man
    i feel like i've met you

    BTW--you are the epitome of coolness--the glove--the spec's--the hair--the gotee--the aloof facial expression (which doesn't give a hint of the wicked sense of humor)--the keen brain behind those intense eyes--the heart that practically glows with poetry and tenderness--you reek of coolness, my brother--you're Jackie Chan on wheels

  • ...Fascinating.

  • woahh its ricky in the person, nice shades

  • well your giant mechanical ass can not be any worse than my wrinkled, sagging old ladys ass.

  • Have you ever thought of the fact that there might be several girls out there with the same condition as you? Maybe they've lost hope in finding love too, for the exact same reasons you've listed. But I don't think you, or anyone, for that matter, should rule romance out of your life. Disabilities, mental, psychological, or physical, may be an obstacle to overcome, but they will never stand as a wall unbroken. Anyone can find someone. And you, Ricky, are farther ahead than most of us.

  • Oh, Ok, man, now I understand you: it is your predicament that makes you rather tough. I am sorry for any negative-like response at the beginning of our friendship. It's cool.  

    ...Love, Sandy

  • you just seem like an awesome person. anyone that turns you down is missing out. kick them in the shin. that usually helps. :D

  • Hi Ricky!!!! Nice to put a face to the name! Great to finally see you!

  • Alas, we finally meet. I can't add more to the thoughts of those here... I will say though, that while some of us are bound by wheel chairs and physical disabilities, others of us are bound by emotional ones which cripple the mind and heart. I think, when all is said and done, there's room for growth, and inside that growth lies worlds of potential. Let's carry the cross we have to bear in a way that moves others to consider hope beyond what would otherwise seem hopeless shall we?

    It was good to "see" you Ricky <3

  • I think you are really, really cool.

  • I don't think you have a head like a kiwi. It's a very nice head. :)  

  • fuck that dude your more a man than anybody i know 

  • What to say? Even those of us who don't have physical problems feel undesirable at times. A woman who's truly worth your time and effort will only see what's in you, not what you look like.

  • aw don't beat yourself up.
    just look at all these people who encourage you & love you!

  • You are too awesome.
    :)

  • You really shouldn't be so down on yourself! I looked at you and smiled because your remind me of my fiancee. The left side of his body is much like yours, due to a brain tumor in the right side of his brain. I love him very, very much despite his not-fully-developed apendages, so why can't someone love you?

  • Don't ever look down on yourself. You are really, really wonderful and beautiful in your own way! :D Hm, great post as usual! 

  • your brain makes up for everyone else's lack of one. So don't feel like you're missing out. You have more in you than most people in this world.

  • Just.....heartbroken. That's all I can say.

  • A kiwi?  Seriously?  No...... you are not kiwi-esque.  Huh-uh.  Much cuter than a kiwi.  yep, yep, yep.  much.

  • I just wanted to let you know, that you are loved.

    And even though this probably doesn't mean anything since this is via intwerwebs, but I would totally date you if I knew you. You are a really sweet and really funny guy, and that's pretty hard to come across nowadays.Smile please?Pour moi?

  • youre amazing Ricky <3 and a good lookin guy ^.^

  • I finally get to see the face behind the wonderful love letters of my complete lover... I am terribly excited! You are sooo handsome! I never imagined you could be that handsome. No kidding! You look manly and precious. Yum,,, yum... yummy! :P

    Gosh... you are amazing in every single way. I never thought that could be possible but look at you, you are more than amazing and wonderful and lovely all put together in one handsome human being. I'm thoroughly impressed by you. Thank you, for not disappointing me like all the others. You are you, and you've always been you.

    I would love to sit on your lap and cover up your gorgeous face with tiny and delicate kisses, until you ask me to stop. And feel your fingers in my hair while you give me a ride around a field of flowers and leaves falling off the trees surrounding us. I think you might want to get a second ventilator because I will not leave you a moment to breathe with so many kisses I want to give you. Haha.

    And here is a little confession for you, my complete lover, I have a crush on you for real and I absolutely and irrevocably adore your giant mechanical ass. ;)

    Love you, Vera. <3

  • Well, you tag me all the time and I read but never respond so I am this time.  That's 90 comments now, so at least 90 people disagree with you and if the one above means anything at all, well, it speaks for itself.  

  • In fourth grade, there was a new student. She was the tiniest person I've met, standing just three ft. one. She was extremely fragile- her bones would snap in two if she fell over, but thank goodness she had one of those wheeled crutches. I met her again in college. She grew to about.. three ft 5. She hasn't changed. It was easy to recognize her. She's timid, sweet, and kind.. in ways that most 'normal' girls aren't. They don't feel the need to fit in, apply make up, or be in anyway, shallow. I think someone needs to write a love letter to disabled women.

  • Ricky, thanks for always tagging me in your blogs..

    I really admire you. =)

  • Ricky, even if you drop the Mafia look, keep those shades. This is such an honest post. We all feel this way sometime though. You will meet someone who sees you for you. Give it time.

  • Ricky, you bring joy and provoke thought in every life you touch.  Here you touch many.  If only I were young, single and thin I'd give you a good chase around the room. 

    Hugs 2 U

  • @Mangonese - No worries, hun. She's found him ;)  

  • @chaosandtranquility - Too bad she's too late :P I already claimed him a month ago. Haha.

  • I've never had a disabled friend before, but I've had a gay friend (he came out on Facebook and a few friends. never to me) and umpteen overweight friends (even bigger than me). I'm a very accepting guy.

    As a kid people made fun of my teeth (they're naturally colored yellow), and how I walk (kind of like Charlie Chaplain). I've accepted how my teeth look and I'm not even going to bleach them. I've straightened out how I walk and only walk funny at home. For some reason, people thought I was retarded. I don't remember why. You hear those kinds of stuff all day and you start to believe it sometimes, but I don't now.

    I think one of the best things someone can do is being able to accept what you can't change and be able to joke about it.  I used to think being short (I'm 5'4") and hairy was bad. Now I can make midget and ape jokes since all my friends have no body hair and taller than me. Plus I'm starting to go bald, but now I think it makes me look cool since I shave my head or have "peach fuzz" on my head.

    It's sad when I look back at who I was as a kid. Constantly making fun of people who were retarded, wore glasses, had an odd hairstyle, different race, etc. But now I've been able to accept people for who they are. 

  • You'd be suprised what attracts girls. I used to have similar thoughts when I was in highschool, no girl would ever go for me. What is funny is that when I gave up careing and said fuck it and just found other ways to occupy my time and found happiness in my activities is when girls started to appear and ask to be around me more. Of course it took me a couple years to realize that these girls actually liked me but raising self esteem isn't easy. 

      If you can't get a girl, then figure a way to get out of that chair. I know that sounds impossible, but who knows, maybe a raw food diet really does cure everything. Impossible paths are only impossible because others are to afraid of failure to take them. 

  • i love your capability to be totally bare despite of everything...you probably have heard this before, but you're an inspiration!

  • Now you listen here, Ricky. You are a truly amazing person. You are an inspiration to probably more people than you could ever realize. There is a girl out there who will love you for you, even if you have a mechanical ass and need to be do'd instead of doing the doing. And any girl that doesn't give you a chance, isn't good enough for you. I understand probably better than most of your readers what you are going through as my cousin has Duchenne's MD too. And I'm sure when you find that girl, her mother will absolutely love you. Any mother would be crazy not to! 

  • @esoteric_auspice - He doesn't need to get out of the chair. I'm already in love with him :P  

  • @Kimi_922 - And, yes. I love Ricky for Ricky. <3

  • @hadavera18 - He's mine <3 :P

  • It's not fair and life is cruel.  You made me cry for all the things you will never enjoy.  There are few things that could be worse than your plight.  And yet, you are loved by hundreds of people who know only your agile mind.  When I reflect on what you have instead of what you don't have, I realize you have everything.  It still sucks though at times.

  • Amazing.  Ricky, nice one.

  • Whoa it's Ricky!  With no smile, but alas, it's Ricky nevertheless.  So cool to finally see you! And I love the glasses and goatee. :)   I know it can't be easy to go through life feeling restricted, or even listening to thoughts such as those.  I'm in no position to tell you how you should feel about yourself, but I do know that negative thoughts are only there to slow you down.  I harbor tons of negative thoughts; it's so easy to slip into them when it seems that everything you want or desire will always be out of reach.  It sucks.  You wind up focusing on the bad so much, that the good, even small amounts, are lost or forgotten.  Despite the negativity, there's always that "still, quiet" voice that keeps whispering "you are loved and you are loveable."  One just has to focus on that one tiny, voice in your head that's trying to give you peace of mind and heart no matter what the circumstance.  Oh I know, so much easier said than done. In fact, my negative side is already telling this would-be hopeful side to shut up. 

    So Ricky, I'm not the best at being encouraging and giving advice, but I do think the best weapon everyone has to fight whatever their battle is hope and faith.  Once those things can be clinged to tightly, there'll be no stopping you. 

  • You are lovely! Dont simply give up!

  • Glad I subscribed to your posts because I love reading them :) You know something, you should read this book called Perks of Being a Wallflower... If you like reading I mean... You're kind of an enigma too. xx

  • Your writing makes you more human. Most of us would never admit our fears, doubts and self-loathing. I'm glad you are here... 

  • *HUGS*

  • So this is one of the first full entries I actually read of yours. What's funny is that I wrote an entry almost exactly like this (but it's on private). I'm 3'7". Yes I'm short. Some people consider a disability some don't who knows, I don't really give a fuck. But anyhow, I just wanted to say that I feel ya on this post. Of course our situations are different, but really, I do.

    Ricky, what girl in her right mind would ever want to take care of, let
    alone be with you?  No, what kind of potential future mother-in-law
    would ever want you as her daughter’s husband?

    So weird, because I think these exact same thoughts...I'm Korean and Koreans are extremely ...uhm what's the word superficial? Lol. I think about this shit all the time too.. like what kinda mother in law would want their son to marry me. blahblah

    But I'll just say one thing, romance is not out of the question. You'll find your other half =)

  • What... "giant.. mechanical...ass"? All I see is a dude with cool sunglasses strapped down to a wheelchair. With small, baby-like hands. :)

  • Have you seen Transformers?

    Robots are the new in...so stop talking down on your hot, mechanical ass.
    Ricky, you don't know me, man, but you're looking at this from the wrong view.You've got one pretty piece of equipmentand soft hands (or so you say.)
    It's sort of like... having a shiny carand a manicure.
    Crooked feet?Dude, I've got crooked feet. They're really gross, though, cause they only point outwards.I tried correcting them to no avail, so I just effin give up.
    See, I sometimes start thinking like you do."You were raped. You're damaged goods. You can't be in a room with a stranger without freaking out... how are you supposed to get married?You're going to end up alone with cats.You hate cats.
    You've got gross skin. I think it's impossible to fix at this pointand you're going to end up even fatter than you are.You're short. Too short.Your feet are too big.You eat too much.Your hair! YOUR HAIR!!You need a job! Learn how to drive!!You need friends. >.
    You're so not getting married.I feel sorry for you, Me.You're just going to be.... that smelly girl."
    Haha typing that out made my stomach hurt.Anyhoo, you can't ALWAYS see yourself as a walking/rolling fault. Ya know?you've got to view yourself as something different.
    Like, I may find myself increasingly disgusting, but, sometimes, my smile is nice. haaha
    Your words alone, though, are delectable. I'd date you after going through your blog.Pssh, hot stuff, stop trippin'.

  • @And_I_love - Mrs. Robinson!!! ;)

    @HollowTendencies - Really? You want to be my Barbie girl? ;)

    @bekobeko - Well, I'm glad to say I'm not a monkey, though I wish I could throw poo at some people, haha.

    @JenJenMcNugget - Buy me Chicken McNuggets and I'll love you forever! =P

    @storyofmylife87 - Um, wouldn't dating your daughter make me a pedobear? ROFL

    You're sweet. <3

    @everlastte - But I'm not smart. You're just dumb, bwahaha! JK, JK. =P

    @ShimmerBodyCream - Shims thinks I'm handsome?! <3

    @avariellefaye - You know, I quite respect your utter honesty. It's hard to get away from judging from the outer appearance. We just have to make an effort to reach out.

    I really don't mind questions though. I love them. Feel free to ask anything you want. (:

    @May_tinktink - Why don't you come to Canada and be my young and beautiful nurse? ;)

    @xKayTee91 - Are there girls with giant mechanical ass fetishes? =P

    @akarui_mitsukai - Haha, yes. This is the real Ricky. ;)

    This entry is just a collection of thoughts that go through my mind sometimes. It has no purpose really.

    @styx_site - Ha.

    @Tiger11007 - Nice to meet you too, babe! ;)

    @ShamelesslyRed - I'm really not as sad as you might think. I'm just really brutally honest, lol. Good to see you too...

    *pokes you* ;)

    @IntrospectiveOctober - I think you're awesome. <3

    @ilovesccsomuchitsdisgusting - I've always wanted to tell you you're beautiful. Because you are. (:

    @jwfarns - TOUCH MY HEAD NOW!!! =D

    @BlehhItsTu - She sounds like a cutie, just like you! (: I'm definitely going to write a love letter to disabled girls!

    @judyrutrider - I'm sorry for making you cry. You're sweet. (:

    @christykim - I know you're dying to check me out, haha.

  • @DearRicky - *pinches DearRicky's cheeks*  

  • @DearRicky - Yep, and here's to me, hey, hey hey...

  • You are an amazing soul!  Looking at you I couldnt help but want to hug you.  Stay smiling for me because after all it is a wonderful smile.  Plsease be happy with who you are and when that is the case then you will find the woman who will hold you tight. 

  • OWHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE

  • You're actually kind of cute. As for the mother in law thing, I want my daughters to marry a kind Christian man who loves them with all his heart. Whoever they choose I will love. I think most moms would agree with me on that one. The mind, the heart, the spirit inside is what counts.

  • i guess i did miss this post..? duhh..anyway..any girl that wouldn't like the real Ricky isn't worth it. People are more than just appearances..wayyy more, as I still have yet to find out :) i like u Ricky :)  

  • You got a lot of friends here who see the better side of you.   They read your blog and sum up that you are a great person.  As long as you show people the best of you, they will welcome you.

    Btw, cool sunglasses. I have similar ones with blue lenses

  • darling your expressions push so much further than outer appearances ever could. you are insightful and wise, with the knowledge that only comes from such pain. i could never pretend to imagine, but i do have a slight experience in feeling like the vessel that contains you is mismatched and just plain wrong. look at your comments, look what you've made for yourself...of yourself.

     be well. we should talk sometime.

  • Nice to meet THE BRAIN 8P This post was deep! Loved it, read it several times to make sure I got it right in my heart

  • Love you Ricky

  • @freebirdheart - Oh, I like you too, Rachel.  You're like the biggest sweetheart ever. (: And even better, you don't mind robot Ricky, haha.

  • @DearRicky - @DearRicky - :) u arent a robot at all!!! you are a person. :) a nice awesome wonderful person

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